So first with the update. Hatcher had a good night, seemed to be stable and looked a lot more peaceful. Randy stayed with him. I think it is all hitting me, last night my whole body was tired, shaky and I stayed at the apartment and slept. So glad Randy has the strength to keep on night shift! Hope I can do it tonight so he can sleep! He is still on the vent, and his x-ray looked a little more hazy than yesterday so most likely he will not be getting off the vent today. He does have some bed sores on the back of his head (ouch) and his cute little bum. Also because of his open chest, when they took off the bandage to close him it took some skin and his chest area is raw and looks so tender. He also has a hernia in his scrotum, they found about 4 days ago. It seriously was the size of a softball. It will have to be surgically fixed but is not urgent right now. We keep the faith and know his guardian angels are working overtime keeping him comfortable. My kids favorite song is a Taylor Swift song about never growing up. I sing along to it and put their names in it. I always tell them I'm going to put a brick on their head so they just stop growing. I guess today I'm taking that back. All I want is to see Hatcher grow up. This morning I told myself if I ever see Hatcher get on the school bus I will only cry tears of joy - and remember these days, so I will cherish all the simple things. I appreciate hardships, they make me a better mom. I heard the sobs of another mother who lost her sweet angel. These are defining moments in my life and my faith is straightened and I know that we do not endure alone, the Lord is always there.